Questions. And cleaning up.
Jan. 31st, 2009 11:37 amI've skipped intoduction in my first post and maybe it was a good thing, after all; and it was good because only today I had a chance to browse all the messages of this community and find myself mentioned in the context of the mess I've made. I'd like to clean up a bit, if I may. .
(if I may not, or if it's too OT, please feel free to delete this post).
It's all rather old stuff, from two or three years back, but I feel I should explain myself nonetheless.
Point 1. Much less important. Yes, I am writing a book on C. S. Friedman and yes, I would like to include a short chapter on fan response, but please be certain that no titles, no names and no journals will be mentioned. What I intend to do is to make a short chapter about a) the types of response existing on the net (fan sites, fics, fanart) and b) the main trends in fanfiction (slash stories, prequels etc.); they are interesting exactly because they show what specifically piqued the interest of the most active and most creative group of fans. I am definitely not going to discuss particular texts.
Point 2. Much, much more important. I am sorry. I know it sounds silly and doesn't justify me, but I did not want to be rude and I know I was and I apologize.
In a page which I have at some point published on my website I have attempted at reviewing (points in 0-10 scale) certain fics. I have made a note that the reviews reflect only my own, private, personal view as a reader and not any objective value of the texts. Still, I know now what i didn't know then: that while I am perfectly entitled to have my own opinions on other people's writings, I definitely should not express them in a condescending, unpleasant kind of way. For this, I am very, very sorry. I would't have done it now and I regret having done it then. Please accept my apologies.
I do not regret liking/disliking certain stories, because it's a private thing, a reader's opinion. I do, however, regret having expressed my liking/disliking in this particular nasty way.
So I will be staying away from the discussions for now, just reading and watching the analysis that you've making while rereading. Have fun!